Scratch & Burn

I love my baby, wouldn't trade him for anything...I love my cozy little home life too, most of the time...but I DO miss some of the...vices...I enjoyed before all the Suzy Homemaker stuff. What I affectionately refer to as my Scratch & Burn days; cigars, alcohol, late nights, and tattoos several times a year. Now, of course I can still get more ink since I'm not preggy and I can drink again too but it's really about the concept more than the actualities. I miss the days of less responsibility. Not in a mid-life crisis kinda way, just in a wouldn't mind a weekend like that once in awhile kind of way. But really, even IF I did have a blue moon like that, it still won't [ever] be the same; I always know that when the weekend is over its back to being Suzy for me. **sigh**